Remember how I said I was going to write in all those random thoughts? Well I’ve decided that there’s too many to fit in one entry. And it would take a few days to get them all copied so, I’m giving them in bits. Sorry but this first one is a long, long one. Divided by where I wrote them.
Math papers and notebook
after I went nuts w/the marker, I felt so calm & that scared me so bad
which is y it scared me
I shut myself in my room so I wouldn’t have that stuff
no huggy no kissy until I get a wedding ring
I said my honey my baby don’t put my love upon no shelp
she said don’t give me no lines and keep your hands to yourself
is my butt, like, highly slappable or something?
sure. black (temporary) dye for 2mara? in case Bush is elected. we can get the spray stuff
Beth tonight
Vess
4 weeks to figure out my life. that baby girl deserves someone smarter to decide her future. someone other than me. someone who knows what to do. who knows how it will turn out. who is well-informed
I want to. I want to be decisive & knowlegable & smart. I want to decide my future but I can’t. I’m just like that baby girl. I don’t want to be asked but I will be regardless. they have to ask me. I’m 14.
I can’t but I have to.
you can’t see the rainbow until you’ve been through the storm. you have to get through the storm to see the rainbow. {Yes, I did borrow this from you, B. I’ve been writing it everywhere. It made me cry so now I love it.}vow of silence
cramps suck! (cross out suck & write “vaccum”)
Where can I be happy?
I hate having a mother w/the abilities she has.
Smile. Even if it kills you. (crossed out)
Science papers, folder, reference table, and notebook
Life goes on. Never ceasing never changing always going always flowing never stopping never caring. it doesn’t care. it just goes on.
I just believe. I just believe
Newsboys-Step Up to the Microphone
My life is good except Dad. Would it be different at Mom’s or would I still be sad?
Tears can’t fall.
Scratches made instead.
Depression?
Tears that need to fall won’t.
(drawings of teardrops)
You have to get through the storm to see the rainbow. ~Bernadette
Creaming Tim w/pie!
I’m protesting the use of pencil. hehe ^_^
One day I’ll fly away. Leave all this to yesterday.
Poets
Poetry
Soul of a poet
Follow your heart. (faintly)
Voice
support
who are you looking at?
Ray’s B-Day
Planner
Important eventsProtesting for peace on 10/14
Conor
Murph
Josh
John
Drew
Peter
My guyDreamt-dark hair x2
light-ish skin x2
smells wonderful x2
plays guitar x1
wears yellow x1
Hope for: sweet
accepting
Christain
romantic
sings/plays acustic guitar
smells wonderful
funny
Don’t do what you wouldn’t want that baby girl to grow up and do.
{One day the lights shut down.
Can’t stand the color red anymore.
L
Love
Problems ~Why? So many, so tough, so young.
Live out loud!
Men are irrelevant.
Marilyn Monroe
Life’ll be allright.
Life’ll be okay.
Ich glaub’ schon –means?
One day I’ll fly away.
Sexy
Glamourous
It’s amazing how one thing can make it or breat it. outfit, mood, attitude, atmosphere, concentration.
You are my sunshine.
Choir folder
(drawing of a heart) Jon (crossed out) (drawing of a heart)
You got your wish, huh?
On a blanket of wildflowers under the sun, oh, nothin’ ‘bout love makes sense.
German folder
I’m a young amazing womyn.
Ich habe rosa Haar! (I have pink hair!)
I hate Jon Gross!
Men suck!
Debating is fun. I enjoy debating “personal” issues such as abortion, gay rights/marriage, politics, and religion. Whether you “win” or “lose”, I find it fun.
Where, oh, where has my baby gone? The Lord took her away from me. So now you see that I have got to be good so I can see my baby when I leave this world.
Last Friday night in my daddy’s car, I went for a drive w/my baby but we didn’t go far.
Rainbows come from rainstorms.
That’s it for now. More to come from English stuff and German binder. I’m going to meet Liz (the one I’ve mentioned a few times) tomorrow at the mall. Can’t wait. Well, once again. It’s eleven and I have homework. Oppsies! Arrivederci.
Love always,
Vickey
1 comment:
Stacy Orrico, didn't she sing that song that goes....there's gotta be more to life... LOVE that song.
*I'm flattered that you used my line, more so I'm touched that it meant so much to you.* I'm a quote person, I love them....I have a book that I keep and write quotes in. Most of them are quotes by Emerson..Ralph Waldo Emerson, he's one of my favorites. Emerson said, "Insist on yourself, never imitate...Every great man is unique."
This is the beginning of uncertainties and tough decisions for you. Believe in yourself, 'Insist' on yoursef...on behalf of that little girl within...
"Noone can make you feel inferior without your consent."~E. Roosevelt
xoxo~B
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