Lyrics and rambling

I know there’s something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you’ve built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they’re swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can’t find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that’s been
when love was wilder than the wind

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart....mm..mmm

I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

 

I post lyrics in here when they mean something to me. I figured this should go in here so that I won't forget and it should go in here soon so that I remember my reasons. Listen to your heart haunted me for about three weeks and still does. This song will always and forever remind me of my ex (Bryan). It meant to me that I had to listen to my heart about whether I should break up with him or not. In the end, I told him goodbye, as we all know. This song is beautiful and I love it but, it always makes me a little sad. Actually, I nearly cry whenever I hear it. Even though a) I dumped him and b) I don't regret it. I'd rather talk on the phone for hours with friends and actually converse than talk on the phone with the guy I'm dating for minutes and not say anything. It wasn't worth it. So guys, if you want a shot with me, make sure I can talk to you. Not that you can control it. But hours of conversation definitely ups your chances. Silence is precious and if it's not strained or tense, then silence is wonderful. But when it's both of you sitting there straining to think of something to say, silence sucks. So basically, this song will always remind me of Bryan, even though he'll never know it. Funny. I made a list of "firsts" and though he's the only guy thus far to have the title of boyfriend, he's the guy I've probably had the least physical contact out of all the guys on that list. Nope. I take it back. Nicholas. My first crush. Never once even brushed his hand passing him a pencil. Then there's Jon, Chris, and Murph. None of whom have had the title, all of whom have had more physical contact. (Before you pull on your mother/father hat, Jon felt me up, Chris held my hand and slapped my arse, and Murph... well, he's just Murph. lol meaning he's held my hand, I've gotten a piggyback ride from him, and I think he slapped my arse. But whatever. So I don't need the whole protection/you're so young speech. Kay? Kay. Thanks.)

I don't know if I'll make it on before we leave tomorrow but probably not. Have fun and don't miss me too much. Love ya!

Vickey

P.S. If any of you read Lindz's blog, she doesn't know it but I'm about to update it for her. hahaha. She's done it on here so I figure I'm allowed to pay her back. I'm so evil. Go check it out even if you don't read it regularlly.