Writing in my science notebook with nothing real to write. I’m canceling my “trip” with Tom. I’m still going just not inviting him. Ice-skating would be easier without worrying about him. Plus I don’t think I like him anymore. Yea, he’s cute, funny, Christian, and opinionated but I just don’t like him, ya know? But I need a good Christian guy. I need a boyfriend. Maybe it’s because of the commercialism of the upcoming holiday. I watched Lucky 7 last night on ABC Family. Sweet movie but not what I should’ve watched when I was feeling lonely. Heck, I started thinking about asking Jake out. Which is probably not a good/wise/smart attracted to him and wanted to go out with him but, as we all know, when he did ask me out, I declined. I just want a good, funny, Christian, romantic boyfriend. I am nearly fifteen and a five year old has had more action than me! A FIVE YEAR OLD! I’m three times her age and I’ve had 0% of the “boyfriends” and “kisses” she has! Three times her age! But one thing that means is my first boyfriend, my first kiss, are going to be important, significant, memorable. The first guy that gets past the “dreaming” stage is going to be important. That guy is gonna be great. I hope.
Love always,
Vickey
Monday, February 28, 2005
About 2/12-ish
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I remember my first boyfriend - 16, that was my age, not his name, that would be odd ;o) Am sure that the first guy that gets past that 'dreaming' stage will be great!
Sara x
Awwww.... a bandaid for your heart Vickey. Yeah this "grow-up quick" socieity would love you to think that you are in the minority and "everyone" has a boyfirend by 12. Sure there are some kids who are getting more action than you ... but as you well know there are kids your age who are parents and have gotten a lot more than they barganed for. I remember those loney, hopeless years. You are gonna find that guy, and he will find you. I KNOW that cause you are an awesome young lady and will find your prince. Hard to be a hopeless romantic isn't it?
Thinking of you mylady and wishing you the best.
Don't rush any of it, just enjoy it as it comes. I really wish that my 'firsts' had been memorable, my first kiss, first date, first time...all of that lacks any significance. Make the most of it and don't settle for less than exactly what your heart desires ;) He will be great!
xoxo~Bernadette
hey you!
who the heck is that five year old your talking about???? im so confuesed!
~The One and Only Lindz~
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