Friday, January 7, 2005

Another thing to deal with. Should be easy.

I know this is mean-ish but I kinda wish Peter would drop off the face of the planet. He keeps flirting with me and poking me and being all like that. Ugghh! I feel like screaming, "I don't like you! My heart is reserved for someone else! If you asked me out, you'd be turned down instantly!" I just want to have the courage to speak up and tell him but it's sort of an akward situation. But since when do I not speak my mind? Since when do I care about potential embarassment? It'll just be forgotten by next week. So next time he pokes me or whatever, I'll ask him to please not. And next time he calls me Porno Victoria, I will tell him that he may choose. Either Vickey or Victoria. That is my name. Not Porno Victoria. He may take his pick. That is all I will answer to when it's his voice saying it. I answer to different names from different people. But Peter can choose my given name or my nickname. I'm asking him to please not touch me because I can at least be polite while standing up for myself. So I'll probably be doing this at some point today. Now to go see how to cover a book.

Love always,
Vickey

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yes definately stick up for yourself hon, and doing it in a polite way will hopefully get the message across better too!!  
Sara   x

Anonymous said...

Jamie Cullum!!! Are you melting?!  Check out, if you haven't yet...Everlasting Love, he did it for the Bridget Jones 2 movie....I drive Chris nuts with it ;)

Girl, there is nothing wrong with you standing up for yourself and your comfort zone.  I remember in HS a guy that liked me would always, ALWAYS come up behind me and grab my sides, I guess trying to tickle me.  I hated being touched, one time he surprised me and I elbowed him in the face...poor guy.  So yeah, definitely tell him that it makes you uncomfortable, politely, but firmly.  And the Porno Victoria?!  Yeah I'd be telling him to stick that too, that'd just get on my nerves.  I know your manner is much more polite and tolerant than mine, we both go with the flow, but I'll just push someone over the nearest waterfall if they tick me off ;)
Good luck with it doll
xoxo~B